I hate everything.
It's been horribly sucky recently.
I have the ability to do all this stuff but I can't because of my parents.
I'm trapped, and they don't trust me, or give me responsibility and it's ticking me off.
I can't go to things or do things because they say no.
Everything happens in NY at least once.
And lucky me, gets to miss it all. And I can't control that.
And it's not just shows or meeting people it's plays, and book signings, and seeing old friends.
I can't do any of it.
Because of my parents.
I can't even hang out with friends or see movies.
My parents just say no.
No reason at all.
And I just get so annoyed because everyone else can do something.
If I lived halfway across the country or the world I don't think I'm care so much.
I'm /THIS CLOSE/ and I'm still missing everything.
I'm missing the world and I'm missing everything and I'm left out of everything.
AND I HATE IT SO MUCH I CRY SOMETIMES. I DO.
I can't wait until I'm out of this house, and gone forever.
FOREVER.
p.s. someone make me a new layout or do it for me. i can't be bothered but i hate mine now. thanks
3 comments:
it gets better. there is always time.
This is exactly my life and I'm an old lady. So I feel ya. It will probably get better for you though.
start rebelling. give them a reason to say no. then change your attitude and be a perfect child. then they'll say yes.
jk that won't work. but it'll get better. eventually you'll be old enough to move out and make your own decisions without having to ask mummy or daddy first.
i love you. life sucks.
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